not my day~

haix..today is not my day..feel so sick today..but still managed to attend church service..=)

toughts began to overwhelmed me..

toughts..

abt love~

abt past~

abt dad~

will i ever meet a guy i love?..

feeling so scared..

i wan to shoulder to lean on..

to protect this small heart of mine..=)

this is part of a lyrics from a song during the worship..

i find it very nice..

will dere be a person whom i can say this words to?..

i love because u first love me..

u came and poured urself so free..

my first love forever u will be..

my first joy the world can never take from me..

my convenant with u~....

ur love falls down~

*afraid/wondering*